Me: I should focus more on my mental health!
Me to Me: …How about you don’t eat for three days and ignore all of your friends?
Me: …
Me: …
Me: Sounds good!
19 || sw: 222lbs || cw: 205lbs
PRO RECOVERY.
ugw: 120lbs.
Me: I should focus more on my mental health!
Me to Me: …How about you don’t eat for three days and ignore all of your friends?
Me: …
Me: …
Me: Sounds good!
me: *weighs myself*
me: not to be dramatic, but I want to jump off a building
me! everyday! it’s honestly my favourite pastime…
Anxiety: THIS IS TOO MUCH!!!!
Me: What is too much?
Anxiety: THIS
Me: I am literally sitting at home doing nothing. My only obligation this evening is to take out the trash. Work went well today. What exactly is the problem????
Anxiety: EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING ALL AT ONCE
Me: But nothing is happening?
Anxiety: TOO MUCH
Me: *Reads about all the health risks associated with anorexia.*
Me: *Starts Panicking*
Ana: But consider this, you’ll be skinny.
Me: you right
Me: *Reads about all the health risks associated with anorexia.*
Me: *Starts Panicking*
Ana: But consider this, you’ll be skinny.
Me: you right
Me: ugh i hate 2 faced people
Also me: being a 37 faced person because of my ed
Me: I want to be thin
Someone: actually guys prefer…
Me: actually I am not a guy
When I look at thinspo and think not skinny enough for me, that’s when I know I’m really fucked.
Me: *sitting on the couch*
My brain: EVERY SECOND YOU ARENT EXERCISING I AM GONNA MAKE U FEEL LIKE YOUR BODY IS EXPANDING EXPONENTIALLY AND YOU WILL PANIC
Me: *sitting but now anxiety*
person: how do u workout so much??!?
me (internally): i am fueled by the hatred i have for my current appearance
me forreal: i just wanna be fit lol!
🥞Pancakes!🥞
(for the person who asked me for low cal pancakes)

🍌Ingredients:

🍳How to:

Enjoy!😋
🌻Stay safe!🌻
