19 || sw: 222lbs || cw: 205lbs
PRO RECOVERY.
ugw: 120lbs.
weight loss app: u could be at ur ugw in literally a year!!
me, crying: so no skinny tomorrow?? *throws phone* *breaks skateboard*
My body: starving yourself isn’t going to aid in weight loss, you don’t even need to lose weight-
Me: mmMMmmm chemical woter
*eats under 500 cal per day for a week*
*loses 5 pounds in a week*
me: damn it was that weight loss fairy wasn’t it
· That line you get down your stomach when it’s small enough
· Not having a red mark on your stomach from rolls after sitting for a while
· Not having your arm fat spill out over topless dresses
· Wearing flowy shirts and not having people wonder if you’re pregnant or just fat
· Taking silly selfies from bad angles and looking alright, cute, not like you have 10 chins
· Not needing to contour to get cheekbones
· Thigh high socks that aren’t too tight and don’t look ridiculous
· Wearing a small bikini bottom and your butt showing looks good, not flabby and gross
· Looking good pale – being pale and fat just accentuates the fat, but being pale and thin looks beautiful
· Looking dainty
· Looking feminine
· Wearing sweaters over button-ups and not looking chunky
· Wearing backless shirts and not worrying about it moving and showing your fat
· Looking cute with your hair in a bun, not weird
· Never having to suck in your stomach for a picture
· Never having to do a “skinny arm” for a picture
· Being able to feel confident during sex
· Being willing to be on top during sex
· Not flinching when your boyfriend grabs your stomach
· Having people compliment you on your weight loss
Remember these.
Me: *Reads about all the health risks associated with anorexia.*
Me: *Starts Panicking*
Ana: But consider this, you’ll be skinny.
Me: you right
Me: *Reads about all the health risks associated with anorexia.*
Me: *Starts Panicking*
Ana: But consider this, you’ll be skinny.
Me: you right
me: *drinks every drop of tea and water given, lives for it bcs no hunger*
also me: wHy mUsT i pEe tHiS mUcH?? fUcKiNg bUlLsHiTTT
just a reminder
i. do. not. promote. eating. disorders. of. any. kind. whatsoever.
if you are trying to recover, please, get the fuck away from my blog.
the reason i have this blog is for my own motivation.
seek help: 1-800-931-2237
sunnyyyyyyyyyyy
actually-lowcal
🥞Pancakes!🥞
(for the person who asked me for low cal pancakes)
🍌Ingredients:
🍳How to:
Enjoy!😋
🌻Stay safe!🌻
